[Before It All] - That Girl...

That girl... Suddenly, somehow, that girl's afraid. She sees so much and all around her, that it makes it painful for her to say "it's beautiful." People...that term, it's scares her so. Something so familiar yet at the same time, so distant and unpredictable. She remembers nothing yet she forgets nothing. She sees all yet what she see are all full of "nothings." She's cold, mourning for warmth. That touch they say, the warmth of being loved.  There's so much that surrounds her but she's still unaware; at least she tries to be. She's that girl who cannot feel, that girl who's half blind. Her smile, that small curve formed from her lips. There's nothing that fills it but emptiness and sorrow. That girl, she tries...so much more yet it's hasn't been enough. She's sad but doesn't want to admit. She's hurt but doesn't want to believe. She crying but she's got excuses as she wipe those tears away harshly. That girl's lonely... She tell lies to cover up the imperfections. She excused herself from unneeded social partners. That girl's, she's running away. The world scares her and so she hides. That girl...she needs someone to listen. Not a person to teach and tell her but eyes to know her story.