[Day Five] - That Girl...

That girl, she smiled. She finally saw that light--just a glimpse of it--behind that shade of--no, just behind the lack of coloring. Too much? Too little? Both of those can kill, hurt, and pain...unless, you learn acceptance to the past, present, and future. You know?  That girl, she feels empty. The strength that used to be within her has gone to a rest... She feels tired yet her imagination is endless. She couldn't even lift up a finger, but in her mind, she can do so much better. She can go way beyond, running across the imaginary line that lies between reality and fantasies. She has her moments of fantasies and life long dreams but she knows that they would be nothing more than just fantasies and dreams... That girl, her eyes, it doesn't hold a spark. There it only lays a reflection of acceptance to the world. Worries? Yes there is that. Pain, sorrow, grief, regret? That too. But behind all of those many shades, lies one bold color filled with the lost hope and happiness she have forgotten. The world she never left but forgotten... One day, she'll learn to remember. Of the days of joy, laughter, and innocence.

[Day Four] - That Girl...

That girl, mature? Wise? Outstanding? Yet, for the truth, such a waste. No childhood to remember; nothing. She caught onto so much problems, clueless in love... That girl, for the first time, she tried. Tried to be, tried to choose, something that would match her superior's eyes. She gazed outside, searching for something. Her eyes filled with hope yet a dash of sorrow. Like all the people left with regrets, she thought of the "what could've been," and the "what should've been". She tried, to change something unchangeable; a nonexistent trait that run through miracles. She tried but will she fail? It depends on fate, letting time decide. What comes is 1:2, what happens is 1:2, what's chosen is what she decides. That girl, is it pain, regret, or uncertainty she feels inside? That bittersweet moment when you feel at loss, shocked yet confused. That girl, she lost her childhood.

[Day Three] - That Girl...

 That girl, she's trying. Trying to fit in, being someone she's not. She's changing...who she is and what she is. That girl, what does she hide? Forced to do what she doesn't love, becoming someone who isn't what used to be... That girl, not the bravest one, not the most fascinated yet she has that naive happiness; how long will it last? Life for her is nothing sorrow, nothing cruel-- just simple. Simplicity of course, that's all she'll ever need, for now.  That girl, a liar I suppose. She lied to get away, lied for the approvals of the crowd. Will she ever know, how that life of hers will end? That girl, that girl's too naive. For the good yet for the worst, she'd lived it because she chose to.